#and now i'm paranoid l o l

[dilfmobius]

LOKI 2x05 | "Science/Fiction"

[hg-aneh]

Hi! I absolutely love all of your art and I’ve been fallowing you for awhile! There’s been some rumors that you ship Muriel x crowley?? Which I guess is an odd paring but nothing terrible wrong with, I was just curious if you do ship them.

Thank you for all your wonderful art <3

okay, i want to preface this by saying that I've already been harassed over this to the point of being called a lowkey pedophile and having every little move of mine scrutinized and misconstrued to sickening extents (this harassment spilled over to my partner too, and it was horrible)

so all anyone would do by doing this again would be repeating history, among other things that have to do with fucking up my already frail mental state

now.

onto the meat

yes, I ship it

no, I do not see Muriel as a child, kid, teenager, or anything of the sort and I find it personally distasteful to think of doing so because infantilizing autistic traits rubs me the wrong way (p e r s o n a l l y)

you can do it if you want to, I have worse things to worry about than a random person on the internet thinking something of a fictional character, just don't try to push your headcanon onto me just because you perceive it that way or because it's a popular dynamic that you find fun

adding onto this, i want to add that i will never and i mean fucking NEVER post anything related to that ship outside of the very specific private Xitter account i created for it

(and my personal facebook, on a friends only setting)

any Muriel & Crowley content outside of that account is all platonic and bla bla you get the gist. I can separate things, what a talent.

Now, I'm being overly paranoid and explaining myself to exhaustion over this for a very good reason and it's because last time someone found out about it ((yes we're going full circle to the beginning of this little bible)) they treated it as some sort of GOTCHA moment about me being a pedo ((and if you didn't know this already: I fucking despise children with my whole being, I'd rather be forcefed alligator shit for my whole life than be with one of those creatures for a single day))

It got to the point of that person making extremely hurtful videos about me and their little friend group comprised of goober eating toddlers joining in on the "Hater" train or whatever the hell that new cultural trend is called, as well

It was hell, that whole experience fucked me up BAD and i feel silly for saying this but it was genuinely traumatic! So- I apologize if I'm sounding confrontational here, anon, but like, this is the type of thing you have to do to keep yourself safe now, it's gone to that point and I'm in hysterics now because what the fuck

Lastly, I'd like to say this one other thing

Muriel is played by an adult actress, they are canonically the same age as Aziraphale and Crowley and are also an eldritch creature just like them

The fact that they're nice and bubbly and happen to have autistic traits doesn't suddenly make them a fetus. I have friends with the same personality type as them and I feel like it'd be dumb to treat them like zygotes knowing they're adults with body hair and debt

Again, if you see them as one, I'm literally no one to judge, I'm 1.49, you're better off taking judgement from a stupid lone penguin in the saharan desert.

But don't fuck with others for thinking otherwise, it's not a moral issue to disagree with a headcanon, please. 🥲

[callmearcturus]

@dragonsinthecode replied to your post “aw shit it's really good. the first episode was...”:

I gave episode 1 a solid 9/10 as someone whose never played a fallout game - and fallout fans I watched with were surprised. What's your ranking?

​The first episode alone was a 9 out of 10, yeah. It has so many markers of Getting It.

the cold open of Walter Goggins and his daughter and the horror settling in was amazing

Lucy's vault was honestly pitch perfect and the way they explain the experiment of the vault so far, the way it seems to be connected to another vault that they are not allowed to interact with outside of very specific times of the year for no fucking reason, that is New Vegas-level of good vault bullshit. as we all know, The Vaults Were Never Meant To Save Anyone.

that fact that a not-insignificant portion of Lucy's motivation is wanting to get laid is very fucking funny and i love it

the dawning realization of What Went Wrong, that was an incredible Holy Shit moment

the way the sheer violence and gore and brutality just soared over the threshold of bad taste and into comedy, l m a o

the brotherhood of steel being transparently and immediately Not The Good Guys, someone understood the fucking assignment.

actually, so: a lot of fallout fans take umbrage with how Bethesda's stewardship of the BoS specifically treats them and how annoying it is, because the BoS are reclusive paranoid technocultists who create problems for everyone but: they have the cool power armor, so Bethesda backslides into making them the good guys by default, which is so aggravating but the specific way Maximum views the power armor feels like its in conversation with that narrative blunder, that everything about Maximus' life kind of fucking sucks but OH MAN COOL ROBOT ARMOR. that's potent acknowledgement of how branding smooths things over.

dude, incidental cool nonbinary character, HUGE fan of that

i actually like the acceleration and heightening of the religious aspects of the BoS, making all the subtextual shit REALLY textual, further painting them as religious nutjobs

Maximus' interrogation was extremely well done, huge fan of the actor in that scene specifically

SO YEAH THAT'S MY THOUGHTS ON THE FIRST EPISODE.

what pisses me off is, as I explained to a friend last night:

it's so easy to not care about Fallout when the last good piece of Fallout media was........ hang on

September 2011. like, I have rarely had more contempt for a game than I did for FO4, I actively regretted giving it my time, and FO76 just. no. i tried it. I do not Get It.

so it's easy to be Normal about Fallout when there's no hope of good installments to that universe, right?

SO NOW I'M GLARING AT THE FALLOUT TV SHOW LIKE WHO THE FUCK GAVE YOU PERMISSION??????

anyway looking forward to watching more when i have time

[voyeur-clairvoyant]

Hot take of the night:

After watching 50+ tarot de marseille channels on youtube I have some conclusions

Either all of them are dumb fucks or they straight up give a shit about history (and I'm a walking bathtub of acid).

Like, I GET that someone is the 90's had less resources so YEAH! I can understand if they believe some silly myths like "tarot was made in Egypt" and shit like that.

NOW, IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2024 I CAN'T STAND another bitch saying "✨The Lover card is all about choices✨". WHAT?? Like, be fucking serious! That's a factual mistake due to poor artistic skills and missing info.

Then again, I can understand it from someone who had to learn by themself 50 years ago BUT YOU HAVE A PHONE AND YOU HAVE WIFI and by god you're lucky I don't have your adress cause I'd be on the fucking news.

LOVE. THE FUCKING CARD IS ABOUT LOVE.

I'm serious. Either many of them are dumb as a rock or they give a massive shit about history and basic facts and I'm ready to commit first degreee homicide.

"✨The Hanged man is about self-sacrifice and perspective✨" Wrong

"✨Death is actually not about death at all but E V O L U T I O N✨" Wrong

(talking about tarot de marseille and other classic decks. I'm a massive "no one cares about" enjoyer of the esoteric decks)

If I hear another one of them say ANYTHING about the fucking flowers or the fucking leaves in the minor arcana I'm hunting them down and eating them cannibal style, ok? Are all on the same page? Jesus Chirst, basic shit like why the Bataleur has "potential and power over the elements". They have NO idea, like, do they seriously think tarot is just a list of wacky pictures with fortune cookie level of messages added to 'em at random??

How many readers read with a tarot deck but can't actually read tarot?? (subtle but important difference)

Basic stuff like the fucking context. NO, the Rider-White-Smith deck is not the first one, and for god's sake tarot has nothing to do with Egypt and that's lowkey a racist take. Fuck you Gebellin, but at least you were a moron with historic blindness, IN THE OTHER HAND, you tarot "master" with internet access and a youtube channel, can you repeat that shit about how "tarot is actually the sacred texts of Thoth hidden into playing cards" or are we normal about historic records?

The fucking obsession with the little details. And fuck, I'm a devil's advocate so I can see how incredible must be from a surreal perspective the use of Dali's paranoid-critical method on tarot HOWEVER, I'm tired, Im so fucking tired about the meaningless details.

The Fool is not carrying a spoon, bitch be fucking real hashasha. It's a rod, a simple stich to carry his bundle of few belongings.

The missing leg on the Bataleur's table is not hiding on the Papesse's card or talking about secrets and hidden info. LOOK at the fucking card and use your brain: It's not there because the artist made a poor woodcut and the table was too big for the card. That's it.

Wheel of Fortune is a gore scene from an artistic pov. Absolutely destroyed.

The Empress has no fucking wings, again, be for real, it's just a badly drawn throne.

The lines in the Papesse's book mean absolutely nothing.

No one cares about if Death is cutting it's own foot.

Hermit's lamp used to be an hourglass because the card is TIME but then again, who cares.

I'm so tired about all this nonsense and this is just the basic level of nonsense hahaha. I'm not even touching the fucking monster that the New Age (and Alejandro Jodorowsky) created. The fucking white-washing of all cards and context into pathetic and unrelated new interpretations without any actual deep.

People have a natural fear of death. And shit! You can see how bad it was that even its name was banished into the "Arcane sans nom" or the "Arcane 13". People have always been pissing and shitting their pants thinking about death.

BUT BITCH, even that was fairest and more honest than straight up pretending Death has nothing to do with death. The little cunty names like "change" and "transformation" are the same shit as the arcane sans nom just done more cowardly. Am I being a dick? Yes, absolutely, I'm sorry for what I'm saying but this is my vent post of the year.

Tarot is something so humble, simple and human that the mere idea of talking about it as something "hidden" or "arcane" makes me sick. It's right there! You already know it! Love! Death! Time! Fame!

You have been on this planet for idk how many fucking years, you know the Sun, the Moon, the Stars. What else do you need?

Tarot should be easy and humble but instead we have a massive ton of bullshit about how "mysterious" and "enigmatic" the cards are, mixed with another ton of white washed nonsense and historic blindness. Look at the card!!! Look beyond the details of the artistic interpretation!!! Look beyond the shadow casted by the puppet and look beyond the puppet and into the light of the prime fire!!!

"✨The Lover card has actually nothing to do with love✨" and shit like that are not the revolutionay statement they think it is. As a matter of fact it's a prideful demonstration of their own ignorance.

Tarot IS easy, humble, obvious, and clear and I'm willing to die in this fucking hill. (once again, talking about TdM and classic tarot. The esoteric decks are their own hell ahshasa)

[trulybetty]

Sunday Week In Review XIV

How's everyone doing? I skipped out on last week's update since it was a really slow week on all fronts for all the things for me last week. Things picked up a bit this week - but I'll be honest, I'm having a hard time finding my feet around here at the moment and finding a groove to get into.

Not sure if it's that time of year, a bit of a writing lull or what - but I've been a little meh, not in the sad sense - more like I'm a petulant child offered six different things and I turn my nose up at all of them because I don't know what I want lol.

Also trying to figure out a system for getting through my TBR list, right now it feels like it's out of control and there are only so many I can read in a week. Especially since I want to get through some of my physical TBR pile and dedicate a couple nights a week to offline reading.

Anyway, enough about me seemingly channelling Baby Truly™️ - on with the recap of the last two weeks!

T R U L Y   U P D A T E S . . .

I did a second round of the 'First Sentence' ask game, which I absolutely adore! If you haven't done it before, I very much recommend it! If you do this, tag me so I can come throw a sentence at you!

Round 2

tim x cagney (f!reader)

jack x reader (f!reader)

joel x Charlotte (OFC)

dieter x bryony (OFC)

jack x reader (f!reader)

frankie x clementine (OFC)

W H A T   I   R E A D . . .

Delta Landscaping (Triple Frontier) by @rhoorl Jess' series has me on tenterhooks for every update and then on the edge of my seat waiting for more! This last update we entered the start of Frankie's arch and while it pulls at the heartstrings, I'm so here for it and what's to come next! Also, Benny entering his Rocky era (Jess didn't write this, I've decided it) is something I'm also very much ready for!

Paranoid Hearts (Javi P.) by @goodwithcheese This series. This series is just something else and I finally got my ass into gear to get caught up, and while on the one hand, I'm sorry I started so late on the other hand I enjoyed this smorgasbord of Javi and Tabitha.

he makes life better (Joel) by @wildemaven This is such a warm comforting hug of a fic that just seeps into your bones, that makes your toes curl in softness and you re-read more than once. This is everything fluff should make you feel and I adore each and every last part of this and will be re-reading this.

Headshots (Marcus P.) by @secretelephanttattoo I was not ready for this to end, but El gave our boy Marcus the ending he and his Ella deserved and it was both spicy and sweet. If you've not read this yet, I suggest you do. Also, peep her forthcoming wip... 🔎

Thrash Metal (Dieter) by @morallyinept Jett is back with another delectably mouthwatering smutty one-shot with our favourite deviant Dieter Bravo. This is sinfully indulgent and a must-read and one that lends itself to definitely more than one read.

Six and a half minutes - Frankie's version by @avastrasposts This one calls for a breakout of the Hot Ones gif for sure, because this was the mood the entire time I read this. If anything, Frankie is not one to back down from a challenge...

Medicine (Joel) by @goodwithcheese I was so excited to see Megan had written for Joel that I had to drop everything to read this over my coffee the other morning. I love everything about the dynamic between these two and how Megan illustrates the deep affection they have for one another through their actions as we all know our post-outbreak Miller is not one quick with his words. I hope this isn't the last we see of Joel here!

M E M O R A B L E   P O S T S . . .

Heidi’s amazing mood board inspired by Sequins! 😍 I’m still in absolute awe of it and I love it so much! I think it's going to get a spot on my work desk this week! 💕

These thots had started off as Joel Thots, but have now morphed into Tim Thots and I'm not mad about it... might share a little snippet later 😏

@morallyinept's 'Ode to Writers' this week - I'm going to refrain from getting on my soapbox here (I'd be here all day) - but the table is not finite, it's infinite. If you're not inching your chair down to make room for another chair, or pulling the spare chairs in from the garage, then maybe you need to re-evaluate your relationship with this community.

E N J O Y E D  T H I S  W E E K  . . .

Finally watching ‘Strange Way of Life’ and getting to live message my thots to @rhoorl as I watched - it was a cinematic dissection.

Date night with Mr. Truly - we spent the entire two hours wondering what people do on dates aside from watching their phones and waiting for a call to say your kids are out of control and have taken over Nakatomi Plaza. But needless to say, we had fun, I even ate a meal without someone else's hand in it.

Amazing moots being mooting awesome 🙌 - I'm thankful every day that I get to interact with some wonderful people and have found a lovely corner of this hell site to play in a sandbox with some amazing people 💕

S P E C I A L M E N T I O N . . .

Check out this writing challenge that myself and a group of people that I'm lucky to call moots created that we would love for you to join in on! Everything about it is random and everyone starts with the same parameters and everything else after that is up to you! So excited to see what everyone does with this!

Do I know anything about Javi Pēna? Nope. Am I going to join in? Yes I am! 🙌

See you January 1st to dive into all the fics this challenge I hope produces! 💛

T H I S  W E E K ' S  J A M . . .

Thank you to @gnpwdrnwhiskey for inspiring this week's selection after she pointed out the parallels to Chiffon that I haven't been able to get out of my head since.

Hope everyone has had a great week! Here's to a great week ahead and I hope its a good one full of obnoxious drinks of choice and soft places to land and enjoy.

[speckle-meow-meow]

I saw your post about you willing to do house hunted stuff and I instantly ran to your inbox!

Can I pretty please have Maison Talo x Reader? You can do whatever format or plot or prompt! Theres just barely anything for him!

Im very sorry this took so long but I literally couldn't think of anything till now I am so (◞‸◟ㆀ)ˢᵒʳʳʸ

As always the characters don't belong to me, nor do the art or gifs unless said.

Gender: gn!

Warning: yandere if u don't like scroll, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨

Ps I'm not very good with yandere content but I'm trying so bear with me!

Yandere Maison talo

✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ┄•͙✧⃝•͙┄✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩ͯ┄•͙✧⃝•͙┄✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ

⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙

⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡... ⋙

𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .

↷✦; w e l c o m e ❞

Yandere name: Maison talo

Type: Stalker, Sadistic, manipulative, & Cunning

Quote: "They were going to take you Darling~ so.. I. Took. Their. Head~"

𝘈𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘛𝘞: 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦. 𝘐𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸.

✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ┄•͙✧⃝•͙┄✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩ͯ┄•͙✧⃝•͙┄✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ

Ever since you arrived in uncanny valley, you felt the feeling of being observed

Everywhere you go

No matter what your doing (except when going to the bathroom, changing, & showering)

You can always feel eyes on you

Maybe your just paranoid?

That was until you met 𝒉𝒊𝒎

The man in red

You recognized him

He always seemed to follow you everywhere

"What do you want?" You questioned the man, "why do you follow me everywhere?"

The man in red didn't respond, he only looked at you. He a̶n̶a̶l̶y̶z̶e̶d̶ you.

"̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ who are you?" You asked backing away slightly

The man in red smirked slightly before coming a bit closer.

"I am 𝘔𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘰, uncanny valley's number one c̶a̶n̶n̶i̶b̶a̶l̶ realtor" the man smiled before you could say anything else he handed you a cream colored card. It had his name and phone number on it.

"I'll be seeing you 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐛~" he chuckled darkly before leaving.

{Sorry if this was short I didn't know what else to do with it, and I kinda thought it was good where I left it so meh. But I hope you liked it anon! Hearts and reblogs are welcomed along with requests and other things!}

[jennomess]

Hi! It's been a while since i want to make an intro post but i was too shy and new to tumblr to know how to start, but well, here i go!

Welcome to my king blog, you can call me Jen, the plethora is they/them, non binary, ace spectrum, biromantic. My mother language is spanish, i learned english in school and fanfics kept me going, so if at any given moment someone wants to add constructive criticism i'd be very very grateful ty.

In my country you are legal when you're 18 years old, so, MINORS DNI, please.

About my content:

-Crazy abt my bf atm so maybe that's what i'll be posting more. I don't know exactly why but i tagged posts about him with #jenbf 🤡

-My wavs are tagged as #jenwav . I wanted to try and retrieve to the community that offered me so much. I don't have as many oportunities to record as i'd like being that i feel more comfortable doing it when i'm home alone, but if you happen to have a request i can try when given the oportunity uwu

-Sometimes i write scenarios -or feel like some experiences can apply very oof-, they're under #jensnzario

-I also have one shot's that i want to share with you, someday, they would be under the #jensnzfic tag and detailed in a section in this pinned post (also if you happen to be interested in helping me as a beta pls dm me <3)

-If i ever, ever do some drawings, (there's one hyper vanilla maybe) they'll be under #jenart

And all my ramblings under #jenpost or opinion tags under #jenrb :v

Fandoms -and preferences-:

-S/piderdevil -A/drew's s/piderman and M/att M/urdock from D/aredevil-

-H/ijack (The d/reamworks boys) -J/ack F/rost and H/iccup-

-JC A/vatar -young± J/ake, the S/ullys, a/onoak (soorry, but that enemies to lovers gets me hehe)-

-K/uroshitsuji -S/ebastian, R/onald K/nox-

-N/o. 6 -N/ezumi and S/hion-

-D/&D movie -D/oric-

-S/hadowhunters -A/lec and M/agnus-

-A/vatar: tla -Z/uko, also in z/ukka's form-

-I/nuyasha -Inuyasha, Sango, Sesshomaru-

-M/iraculous lb -L/uka, Adrien, if L/ukadrien- better-

-T/he L/ion K/ing 2 -K/ovu and K/iara-

I think that's it, as far as i can remember right now that's all the fandoms i'd love to read or fantasize, if i remember another one i'll be adding it bc we never know where do we have friends or allies hahah (and also, serious question, how does one find fandom around here?)

A bit about me:

-I'm a musician, percussionist

-Don't have allergies -as far as i know- apart from the usual dust

-Idk how i got to be a little germaphobe and still have this kink since... 12? 14? Haha weird how this things coexist... So irl mess is a big no for me, in media, maybe a little... I think this kink for me is more of an auditory thing...

-The no's are also for uncovered and dad sneezes

-Thougths about contagion... Just with consent of course, irl... I think that sounds romantic, but just if i have money and time to be sick ha ha x,v

-I mostly use my phone to tumblr and there are a lot of blogs i'd like to follow and posts i'd like to kudo but this is a side blog and i'm "paranoid" so i mostly rb x)

And well i think that's all(?) thank you if you read this far, dm's and asks are always fine about whatever

Good timezone!

[hazbinextgeneration]

Demon Bride Ch31 Interluding P4

(DISCLAIMERS AND IMPORTANT INFO!!!: EVERYONE in this story is in their early 20s-30s! This story will contain mentions of past abuse and death! I'll be keeping it as SFW. Some backstories have been slightly altered for this particular story, and some characters cannonically dead or harmed is alive and well. I own nothing.

Credit to @flanelltees​ for the designs I based the demons off to look more demon-like with tails and pointed ears.

This story will be sfw, but there will be some blood, implied death, fighting, some gore mentioned, and a few other things that will be made aware by warnings. Pay attention to warnings at the top of any chapters just under the summery please.)

Once in the mountain villages it was a custom that once a year on the night of the new year's first moon, an unlucky young lady would be selected and left for the demons to become one of the unlucky few who married such a husband. In exchange for this offering the demons would protect the villages and leave the humans in peace. Until one day a powerful warrior drove the demons away freeing the humans of them. Now 2,000 years later, it's become a tradition that once a year, a new young lady would be picked and wait for her future husband to retrieve her from a shrine in the mountains. And now the lucky tradition would fall upon Y/n L/n. It would be her own turn to take on the tradition and not have to worry about demons. After all that part of the old tradition was just fake, made up by paranoid ancestors. Everyone knew demons didn't exist....Right?

(WARNINGS!!!:Mentioning of killing.)

First Part Here:

Demon Bride Ch 1 Thus It Begins

(WARNINGS AND DISCLAIMERS!!! EVERYONE in this story is in their early 20s-30s! This story will contain mentions of past abuse and death! I'l

TUMBLR

Last Part Here:

Next Part Here:

(These are some events and important bits that happened between the chapters that mostly focused on reader and other demons.)

The air smelt of smoke. The land had been burnt of fire. Many of his servants were hurt and Eri was running around like a panicked chicken looking everyone over. There hadn't been any deaths thank goodness. But-

"THIS IS A DISASTER!!"

Most everyone winced or looked at one of the Upper Moons ranting looking a mixture of panicked, sad, raged, and if they were to be honest almost about to cry as his hands dug deep into his long black locks.

"MY HOME IS DESTROYED!! THE GARDEN IS COMPLETELY BURNT!! WE WON'T BE ABLE TO GROW ANY FOOD!! THERE'S A GAPING HOLE IN HALF MY HALLS AND ROOF!! I HAD SHELVES OF IMPORTANT DOCUMENTS IN SOME OF THOSE ROOMS!! I WON'T BE ABLE TO REPLACE ANY OF THEM!! THE MASTER IS GOING TO GIVE ME A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH FOR THIS!! AND WORST OF ALL MY SERVANTS WERE NEARLY KILLED AND I'M MISSING A WOMAN AND CHILD!!"  KyoGAI hissed and Screamed out an unintelligible screech before rounding on his heel to face the just as equally angry Upper Moon next to him.  "BUT WORST OF ALL YOU COME ALL THE WAY HERE TO TELL ME THAT THEY WERE KIDNAPPED AND NOW KAIGAKU IS TAKING THEM OFF TO WHO KNOWS WHERE?!"

AKAZA sighed and help up a barely contained hand. "I understand you're deeply upset but you have to remain calm-"

"UPSET!? UPSET IS A FUCKING UNDERSTATEMENT!! IM. FUCKING. P I S S E D  O F F!!! DO YOU NOT SEE WHAT THOSE WATER BEETLES HAVE DONE TO MY WHOLE LIVELIHOOD?! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PROVIDE FOR MY PEOOLE?! WHERE AM I GOING TO GET THE MATERIALS TO FIX THIS?!"

Akaza sighed and only shook his head. "Look. All I know is that Kokushibo got into my head just now. He said you already told him someone damaged your home and then I just explained to both of you want really happened.  Hantengu's sons have gotten really out of hand. According to him they were after that child for whatever reason but that's not the important thing now. What's important is that they're all safe and no one's gotten hurt yet."

"Then what about the one's who caused this mess?!"

Veins appeared all along Akaza's arms as deadly fists tightened up. "That's why I said yet. Kokushibo is on his way as we speak, at his insane speed he should be here within a day and a half to assess the damage.  I'm going to be tracking down the ones who did this and take them to Hairou until Kokushibo can decide what's to be done about them.'' Golden blue eyes glanced up and hissed when he saw a young lady crying hard as Eri wrapped bandages around her leg. "Dammit! All these innocent women so affected by their reckless actions. It pisses me off to no end!"

"Then you should go find them before they come back or before they decide to go after Y/n again!"

And that thought only pissed him off more. He looked back to Kyogai. "Will you be able to take care of everything until Kokushibo gets here?"

"If he'll be here as soon as you say then I can manage a day or two until he arrives. You need to stop them before they end up killing somebody! It's only a matter of time."

Kyogai was right. It was only a matter of time. And he had to find them. Quickly. And find them he did. Pretty easily might he add. He had helped Kyogai for a little bit first moving some debry around and helping with some of the victims. After everyone was accounted for and left. The first place he went to was the place that was full of collapsed trees, and scotch marks from hundreds of lightning bolts. Anyone could clearly tell a fight between powerful demons went on here with branches and fallen trees littering the ground everywhere. But there wasn't any signs of any demons still hanging around the area. So he opted to pack up and move onward to a different direction. The scent they left behind was strongest towards the north of here so that's where he opted to go. North. Fast strides. And no more than five miles away was where the five people responsible for such heinous crimes. All sitting down a small bonfire with a wild pig roasting over the flames.

"We've been searching these woods for ages!! And still no sign of any of them!! Dammit, Karaku!! You are such a fucking idiot!!!"

"Hey. Don't blame me for it!" The green eyed one pointed at the youngest. "Zohakuten should've used his wooden dolls and trapped them when he had the chance!!''

"HE COULD'VE IF YOU DIDN'T BLOW THEM AWAY!! AND THAT'S ANOTHER THING!! WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU AND UROGI WHEN WE NEEDED YOU!?"

"I WAS TAKING CARE OF FATHER AND LEFT LATER THAN YOU FOUR AND YOU KNOW THAT!! IT TOOK ME A FEW HOURS TO CATCH UP WITH YOU!! WHERE WERE YOU AND KARAKU WHEN I DID SHOW UP?!," the youngest brother demanded as equally raged as his oldest brother, "AND WHY WERE THESE THREE ACTING LIKE LOVE STRUCK PUPS?!"

"HEY! I happened to have almost drowned! I nearly died!," The one with the wings shouted back perched on a low hanging branch, "Do you know how hard it is to move with wet wings weighing your spine down?!"

"A-And I was poisoned and helpless at the time. B-B-But Sekido has a point Karaku. You shouldn't have done that," the blue one stuttered out.

"Alright! I fucked up but don't gang up on me when Sekido was the one who kept getting beheaded and left us to do most of the work! And I was blown away by that stupid samurai! How was it my fault I acted on fighting instincts?!"

"It's quite easy to explain really. ALL OF YOU ARE USELESS BUMBLING IDIOTS!! I CAN'T COUNT ON YOU FOR ANYTHING!!" AKAZA STARTED stepping forward. "KARAKU IS DISTRACTED BY ANY PRETTY WOMAN!! BOTH UROGI AND KARAKU NEVER TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY!! AIZETSU NEVER GROWS A DAM BACK BONE WHEN HE NEEDS TOO!" Akaza slowly stepped out from behind some trees. "AND ZAHAKUTEN IS MORE STUBBORN AND THINKS HE KNOWS EVERYTHING!! AND THE MASTER IS GOING TO BE FURIOUS WITH US!! HIS COULD LITERALLY NOT BE ANY WORSE!!" 

Karaku froze in his spot first seeing the taller Upper Moon approach Sekido from behind. Aizetsu wheezed a breath out stuttering and holding up a hand to shakily pointed behind him. Zohakuten leaned over to look past Sekido and much like Karaku immediately froze. Urogi choked on the roasted pig leg he was eating which landed on the ground with a thud and he began coughing a lot. 

"What's wrong with you morons now?! Does the truth hurt? GOOD!! MAYBE YOU'LL BE ABLE TO- HRK!!"  Something strong wrapped around his neck and lifted him up. He choked and dropped his staff to grab at the hand wrapped around his neck before he was turned and froze as he stared into the rage filled eyes of Upper Moon Three.

"I should've expected you to be trouble. As soon as you became Upper Moon Four you challenged me without thinking." His grip tightened. "Now all of you are going to put out that fire and come with me. If not-...Well Kokushibo never said to keep you in one piece. He only said to bring you back. Now what will it be."

....The bonfire was quickly put out and five men were marched off towards the direction of the Infinity Castle.

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Hmm.

Well this certainly was quite a headache wasn't it? After all why wouldn't it be? He had a lot of work on his shoulders to complete. He didn't have the time to get all these problems. The beginning of the year was fine enough. It was only when he summoned Kaigaku to train that he was made aware of the news.

The bark of trees felt rough against the palm of grey skin, perfect to blending into shadows and walking along the darkness of the cursed trees that beckoned any unknowing traveler further into their branches. A light step. Another light step. Light enough to not be heard by anyone my dear. A quiet mouse amongst the darkness a contrast to the many others in the surroundings. He moved amongst the shadows which were his best friends. His only allies in this battle of the most deadliest predator to live among them and for once he wasn't at the top of the deadly food chain.

Dark tree past dark tree. Weaving past darkness and limbs and lungs heavy with air whirled around by the wind. Close. The danger was close. Breath. Sweet air was the need. The fuel for the best outcome. For his eventual clash with the death bringer. The trees couldn't hide that from him. Adrenaline pumping. Viens bunching up as a black tsuka of a katanna was grabbed, burnt to the touch as the rumbling of thunder was fueled by the whirling, taunting, wind in his lungs to make way for an electrical storm that bubbled through his blood vessels and gave the needed power to metal to become the lightning strike that shook the scene before him. All time became irrelevant as with each mighty push of his body from the allied shadows gave him the momentum for the target gaining closer and closer to his face. Where was it? WHERE WAS IT WHERE WAS IT?! He felt it was close so whe-

SHING!!

A metal against metal sounds. A shine of silver in the dark. A dash of shadow. And a strike of thunder. The thunder struck the moon hard with a might that should be feared certainly. But the moon always shines brighter. A deadly hand struck out and with one blow to his head. The thunder was defeated.

"You have... improved greatly since our last meeting...But you...still rush things too much.."

There was a mumble from the body on the ground followed by a loud groan. Yep. He'd have a headache for the rest of the day now.

"If...you had waited ...ten more seconds... you would have...dealt a great blow to my...shoulder blade... However you seem to be...in better spirits..than before." There was a sound as a moon's blade was put away. "Get up...We shall try again immediately..."

The black cloaked body cursed at himself but pushed himself to his feet as he was ordered. "Yes. Let's try again."

"... Perhaps you..have something on your mind...that distracts you? You seem...oddly calmer...But I doubt...you have learnt patience yet."

"Heh. You could say that I guess." A rare smile that wasn't as smug was smiled.

"The magatama on your wrist...did you perhaps...lose it again?"

"...No. I chose to present it to someone else."

"Explain."

"I'm engaged."

Silence.

"....I see. ...I was not expecting this...Who?"

"It's complicated. I honestly don't believe it myself a few times. ...But it's not important. I'm ready to continue. Let's try again-"

"No...You shall explain...to me..all details at once..it is...a matter that... impacts your... ability to..concentrate. I must know...in order to ..best make it so...you focus..."

It was quite a surprise for him to learn about the entire situation. A human girl stumbling blindly in here  being chased by other demons during mating season and then being chased into the safety of Kyogai's mansion only to be courted by his apprentice and agreed to be engaged. To be fair not the worst surprise he's ever heard of but it was still a surprise anyone wanted to marry such a angry samurai. ...Hmm. he'd look into it later. Unfortunately any training had to be cut short with news reaching him about a string of murders in the capital. A slew of murders had taken place overnight and seven girls between the ages of sixteen and twenty had been brutally slaughtered in one night. He had to cancel the last week of their planned training to go and see what this was all about. He was afraid it could've been a demon with Bloodlust Syndrome. This wasn't good. However not even a few days later it went from bad to worse thanks to himself being summoned by Nakime and Kyogai and Akaza.

"What seems to...be the problem."

"What's wrong?! I'LL TELL YOU WHAT'S WRONG!!," Kyogai mentally screamed at him. Hmm. Strange. Usually the lowest Kizuki was much more docile to him but it seemed something riled him up beyond rational thinking. "TELL THE MASTER TO CALL OFF HANTENGU'S SONS!! THEY DESTROYED MY HOME AND KIDNAPPED TWO PEOPLE UNDER MY CARE!! AKAZA JUST ARRIVED AND HAD TO EXPLAIN WHO THEY WERE!!!"

Akaza stewed silently in agreement to their right as Nakime silently observed keeping them all together.

"Calm yourselves... Explain...in detail...what has happened."

He was mentally rubbing his temples by the time Akaza and Kyogai had finished explaining the entire situation to him. The things he had to fix on a daily basis was maddening as it was infuriating. 

"Where is Kaigaku? Tell him...to assist...until I arrive."

"I can't. I ordered him to get the woman and child somewhere safe."

He mentally turned to face Akaza. "You went... deliberately..over my head...and ordered him..away?"

"I had to ensure the victims they were after were safe!" Akaza spoke with barely held back rage. "What do YOU think I should've done?!"

"....We will discuss.... you're disrespect later...for now you will...track down the ones responsible..and bring them to...Hairou for holding...until I can arrive. I must see...the damage done....When you have delivered them...you will bring the girl...and child to me. They seem...the focus..of much trouble...I have to figure out. Until then...you are all... dismissed." A strum from Nakime cut off both of the Kizuki talking to him originally but he still had one other thing to do. "Nakime...Bring me... Kaigaku immediately."

STRUM!!

The sounds of the biwa guitar sounds out and he waited patiently mentally rubbing his temples. Perfect. Now he would have to put his investigation on hold while he saw over this mess. He only had to wait ten minutes but eventually someone joined the two of them. An irritated annoyed presence that was familiar to him but the new male paused when he noticed Kokushibo there.

"Sensai?," Kaigaku asked clearly confused to what was going on.

"I'll get to..the point. I am aware of your problem....You left your..post and...took the human girl and ...child somewhere." Kaigaku remained silent. "Akaza will be there...in five days time..to retrieve them from your...custody..you are to leave..them and head back...to your post.. immediately."

"WHAT?! BUT I CAN'T!! SHE NEEDS ME!!" Kaigaku pushed back with force that his stubbornness came with. "She can't be left alone!! What kind of thing is that to ask me?!"

"Are. You. Questioning. Me." Kaigaku went cold and silent. "You. Will. Do. As. I. Say. Immediately. Or there will be.... consequences.  Nakime."

STRUM!!

Their connection was severed and he was left in his own body. Again sighing and getting ready to experience a massive headache. Things were not going as he liked.

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-THIS NEXT PART TAKES PLACE A FEW DAYS AFTER CH 29-

Something's bubbling in one corner. Something stinks of chemicals on the desk. The world in here was dark save for random candle lights. What lied inside was not for the faint of heart and where brave men wouldn't even dare venture. So maybe that's why he did. He was considered insane after all. Insane enough to poke the sleeping dragon. He knew the monster inside knew of his presence long before he just blatantly opened the door with a loud creak.

"Did you bring me what I wanted?"

The figure in the dark corner didn't even look up from his work. A small syringe in his hand dripping a few drops of a clear orange liquid into a slightly larger vile of crystal clear different liquid. The few orange drops were swirled inside like small mists. Footsteps approached him and he still didn't bother to look up when a small notepad was placed on the table next to him. 

"And that is?"

"New information I got on her from Kaigaku. You should read it over and have a look. It's actually quite interesting.~"

Red eyes finally bothered to look up and put down his work. The viles put down. And the notepad slid over and opened. There was silence as teal eyes watched as pages were slowly read. The only sounds were the crinkling of paper as pages were only turned ...and slowly the notepad was closed.

"....Bring me Kokushibo. I want all Kizuki to the Infinity Castle immediately. And I want that human with them."

[phantom-playdough]

Hello there, 👋 💖 I was just wondering if you by chance could do a hurt/comfort request where Sun Wukong/Monkey King and his s/o ( can they be gender neutral please?<3) are starting to grow distant from one another because Wukong keeps having bad dreams about loosing his s/o to one of his enemies? He doesn’t wanna tell them because he doesn’t want them to worry about him. When his s/o confront him about it he snaps at them resulting in them crying and than apologizes to them and explains why he has been acting the way he has been.

Sorry if this is like very oddly specific at all.😭

You got it! I prefer specific sometimes, so no worries! This was a challenge to write cause I normally don't write angst. But I hope this was good enough, I kinda suck at writing his dialogue but I hope you enjoy this nonetheless!

Wukong awoke in a cold sweat, panting heavily as his heart struggled to stop racing. "Damn it..." Wukong said to himself. He was wakened from another nightmare.

This had been going on for almost a MONTH now. The nightmares were all about Wukong's loving partner, Y/n L/n. They were all slightly different, but had the same core theme.

Y/n dying.

What terrified Wukong was how they were all revolving around one of his enemies from his past killing them. The enemies would all kill Y/n in different ways and the enemies ranged from the Lady Bone Demon, the Demon Bull King, Macaque, and other demons.

After the first couple dreams, Wukong began getting paranoid. He was worried that maybe these dreams were actually going to come true. Even though the thought sounded irrational, it was impossible to shake the thought free when he kept seeing the love of his life die in such grotesque ways.

As a result of the paranoia and constant nightmares, Wukong began to distance himself from Y/n.

Wukong sighed and checked the clock:

4:45 am.

Wukong didn't want to go back to sleep and risk having another awful dream. So, he just got out of bed and watched the sun rise.

===

Y/n was currently trying to call Wukong, but there was no success. They had already called about 4 or 5 times, but nothing except the voicemail.

Sighing loudly, Y/n decided to just go over to Flower Fruit Mountain. After Sandy dropped Y/n off, they noticed that MK nor Wukong were anywhere in sight.

'Strange...' Y/n thought to themself. It was odd that MK wasn't here training with Wukong.

So, Y/n began trudging up the mountain to Wukong's little house. But while they were headed up there, a bunch of little monkeys flooded over to Y/n. Y/n laughed as one of the monkeys climbed on their shoulder.

As Y/n was enjoying the little monkey's, Wukong frantically looked out of the window in his house to see them out front.

"Shit, shit, shit!" He said quietly to himself. Wukong knew he shouldn't have ignored Y/n's calls. He raced out the door to see Y/n laughing with the monkey's and playing with them.

Even though he was frazzled at seeing them here, Wukong had to admit that Y/n looked so perfect with his monkeys.

Well, the moment ended the second Y/n saw Wukong standing a few feet away. They noticed how soft the look on his face was, before morphing into panic once they looked over to him.

"Hey, Wukong." Y/n said, walking over to him to give him a hug. But they noticed how Wukong tensed up, as well as how he didn't embrace them back.

Y/n immediately pulled back and held Wukong by the shoulders, a serious look in their eyes as they spoke gently but firmly. "Alright, what's wrong, love."

Busted.

"N-nothing is wrong! Just kinda, uh, slept weird or something!" Technically not a lie. If you turn down the lights and cover one eye. But Y/n knew that even if what he was saying was true, it wasn't all of the truth.

They didn't respond and instead took Wukong by one of his hands, leading him into the house. "Y-Y/n? What are you doing?" He asked as the pair were brought inside the tiny house.

Y/n spun around and spoke seriously. "I'm asking you what's wrong. Did I do something wrong? You haven't been answering my calls, you haven't been answering my texts, you haven't done much of anything lately! I just want to know--"

Wukong cut Y/n off. "I've been busy, Y/n! I don't have time to have you bugging me all the time!!"

"If you don't have time you can just SAY that, Wukong! How hard is it to text me or call me for five seconds and say you can't talk!?" Y/n shouted back.

"How hard is it for YOU to leave me the hell alone!?!"

Silence...

After a few seconds, Wukong began to regret his words more and more. But the moment that the tears fell from Y/n's eyes, Wukong's heart shattered in a way he could never describe.

"I-I didn't--" Wukong began as he stepped closer to Y/n. But they just took two steps back for every step Wukong made. With every step back that Y/n took, Wukong's nightmares flooded his mind more and more.

Even though Wukong didn't want to make Y/n more upset, the images of them dying were flashing so brightly in his mind and he couldn't keep his emotions back anymore. Wukong leapt over and hugged Y/n with a grip so strong it almost made it hard to breathe.

"I'm sorry, Y/n! I'm sorry! I'm so so so sorry! I just...I just wanted to protect you..." Wukong babbled with tears streaming down his face.

Aside from Wukong's sniffling, there was once again a deep silence that filled the room. Meanwhile, Y/n was trying to take in the huge tone shift that just happened. Wukong was normally never the type to cry, let alone like this.

But Y/n knew one thing for certain, which is the fact that he was clearly holding these emotions in for a while.

So, despite the shock still being in their head, Y/n peeled Wukong's head away from the crook of their neck and held his face in their hands. "Wukong, please tell me what's wrong. I want to help you."

Wukong sighed, the tears finally stopped and he led Y/n over to his couch. He sat the pair down and held Y/n's hands in his own, rubbing gentle circles onto their skin as Wukong got his thoughts in order.

"I've been having a lot of nightmares lately."

"About what?"

"About...you...dying." Y/n's eyes went as wide as dinner plates, but they nodded, silently telling Wukong to continue. "It's different every time with who kills you, but they're all my enemies. Like DBK or the Lady Bone Demon, and on and on and on. It's awful 'cause I started getting paranoid that maybe the dreams were premonitions or something. I know it's not that, but I can't stop seeing those dreams in my mind every time I think of you anymore. I just didn't want to lose you, so I was selfish and started to distance myself."

"Wukong," Y/n began, taking one of their hands out Wukong's caring hold and brought his face up to look at them. "I understand that you're afraid of losing me. But you don't have to be afraid of losing me. I promise you that those dreams won't come true."

A beat of silence passed before Y/n popped a suggestion out into the air. "I think I have an idea, Sun." Wukong looked at them, curious as to what their idea was. "What if...what if I ate an immortality peach to prove to you that those dreams won't come true?"

The way Wukong's eyes sparkled at that suggestion was akin to a gemstone in the light. Wukong freed his hands from Y/n’s, grabbed Y/n’s head and pulled them into a kiss. Wukong started crying again just a tad as the pair kissed and Y/n wasn’t far behind in the waterworks department. The both of them kissed with so much passion that when they separated, Y/n felt light-headed.

Wukong cradled Y/n’s face in his heads with so much love in his eyes. “My little peach becoming immortal is too perfect.”

🍑

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Oop Carlos?

TK like "what is he doing 👁️👄👁️" xD

Ohhhh he's playing the VCR tapes :ooo

:'((( Carlos

Oh he's just laying it all out o.o

I mean they are almost married xd

Umm confidential??

Hmmm

BURNER PHONE??

Y'all o.o

Listen xd

He was murdered

Sooo liiike

Also I love that TK's in with this immediately and helping 😭 they're a team <3

AWWW Gabriel 😭😭

Poor Carlos :'((( his face 😭

OH GOSH O.O

Hmmm but "he's so young", and they're VCRs so it must be a while ago

AUGH-

AAHHHHHHH HELP 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺💔❤️ OH NO IT'S BABY CARLOS

AAAAAGHHHHH HE'S SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

CARLOS'S FACE 😭

And TK's 🥺🥺🥺

AWWW stopp they're so sweet 🥺

AWWWW stoppp the Australian accent xD :')

OH DANG WE BACK TO THIS REAL QUICK O.O

The last three episode happened so quickly xdd

Ohh nooo Robert DD: :o

I'm so sorry man :(((

Are you finally gonna tell your family then xd?

Only two years gosh :'((( that is moving quick

I mean I think they'd also want more time with you though?

Idk :(

It is his decision ultimately though

Although in some places it is illegal sooo xd

Fair Owen :'// but also it's not about you

Well you didn't say that

But yeah that makes sense :'((

I mean sir don't you wanna see more of children grow up 😭😭🥺

You can make this decision and say as soon as it happens

Gosh :(((

Sir that is a crime o.o

And also I thought it was be with you xd

I suppose it can be both

I see what he's seeing there though :((

I mean isn't it cruel to do it right after TK's wedding xD? At this point they didn't know what was gonna happen so it was still happening just fine and not sad lol

:((( poor guy

AWW that's so sweet of her 🥺🥺🥰 :')

Crazy confident in the house of a guy you just met for me but eh yk lol

Good for her xD

It's sweet that they have more family now :'))

Oh yeah imagine how wild it must be for them 😭😭

Your parents say you're going to your newly discovered cousin's wedding three states away, so you go and meet him and his fiance's family and they're all great, but then his fiance's father gets freaking MURDERED and the wedding gets called off last minute o.o like what the heck

I'd be so uncomfortable xd just feeling awkward and sad for them (and probably sad it wasn't going to happen, and for the guy even though I barely met him)

Just wild 😭

Anyhoo xD that day sounds fun :D

Awwww that's so sweet :'))

AWWWW oh gosh 😭😭😭😭💔🥺🥺

She's so sweet <33

Awww :')))

He has trouble swallowing it 😭🥺

AWWWW she's so earnest 😭😭😭🥺💔 poor girl

Thanks Owen <333 that's sweet

Gosh :'(

OOP

OOPE CARLOS STUDYING

LISTENING TO THE PHONE

That's me trying to translate Spanish xD

Like that look lol

OOPE he's up late o.o

Carlosss

Sounding a little obsessive o.o

TK's sad little look :'((( GOSH that's good 😭😭💔

Ohh nice :O

Oop- AWWW Andrea's maiden name 🥺🥺🥺

Nice solve too Carlos dang o.o I know you're a detective (basically) but dang xD

WHAT

He just says these things so casually 😭 like dramatically but just right there out there xdd

Carlossss honey

Was that a knock at the door- oh just music

Uhhh 😳

Sir but how long ago- oh gosh a week ago O.O

UH OHHHH

Yeah that does sound pretty convincing 😳😳😳

Ummm Carlos but you're looking a little insane-

Uh oh

C a r l o s

UH OH O.O

Yeah exactly Carlos :((

OOP fair point though o.o it's recent

Still though you're looking kinda crazy honey :'((

NOOO no going alone on things

YES TK good point 😭😭

O.O

Carlos :(

And YES exactly I was saying it earlier, TK's with you 😭😭

OOP

He wouldn't even say he was angry in 3x11 O.O

DAANG O.O

Okay I feel you Carlos I do but let's calm down a little bit o.o

I don't think you can trust yourself- LOL yep exactly TK 😭

I'm glad TK's being honest with him <33

Yeah exactly TK KNOWS man

Yeah her!

EXACTLYYY TK he's so right xdd half the time taking the words right out of my mouth

Awww honey :(((

Carlosss

You're concerning me o.o

Maybe you should <33

TK's so sweet :')

He's still paranoid though :( xd fair

Awww honeys <333

YOU DO

Idk if Carlos is actually gonna sleep :(((

CARLOSSS

THAT LOOK CONCERNS ME

Y'all why can't they just be happy 😭

[aira-airabu]

♡ W E L C O M E ♡

- Born to be lovecore, forced to be whatever the hell my aesthetic is -

♡ My name is Renai, but you can call me Aira, or Ren.

♡ I tend to avoid DMs because I get anxious when talking to new people like that, but my main interaction is through comments instead.

♡ You probably have seen me somewhere. My internet footprint seems to always wander around. (The thought of it just makes me paranoid honestly.)

♡ I like to do artsy stuff and write during my free time. I also enjoy watching anime, reading stuff, playing games, and online shopping. I also enjoy collecting plushies and merchandise of my favorites.

♡ I'm the average joseimuke enjoyer, and gacha enthusiast. Though my phone space is pretty low right now to enjoy more games. (I also miss playing certain games... and I want to try new ones too.) I also like looking at music projects with anime in them.

♡ I might be likely to be inactive since this site scares me sometimes.

♡ F A N D O M S ♡

-I honestly have a lot of fandoms but here are some of the main ones I'm very much active in-

♡ Genshin Impact (love hate relationship)

♡ Fate Grand Order

♡ Ensemble Stars

♡ Twisted Wonderland

♡ Honkai Star Rail

♡ Even then, expect me to post stuff from joseimuke and more.

♡ T H A N K - Y O U ♡

"Embracing that, I will head towards my grave with pride, even if that pride may just be a bluff. Even if I get stones thrown at me. Even if I get abused, or spit on. No matter how ugly and corrupted I become, involving myself with horrible misdeeds. Because there was one person who existed who told me that he liked me - who called me beautiful. Because, even if it was only a moment, a part of my youth existed in my life... where I was affirmed and loved to the point where I was able to think that I was glad to be born. I don't want to pretend that never happened"

-Izumi Sena

[rejectdolls]

Well! You did it! You survived your first foray into the new year! In just a few days it'll be a full week of 2024. As exciting as that is, it's a little daunting. This week, good or bad, is just that- A week. There are 52 more weeks (And chances) to right wrongs, and keep any rights going! No matter what, You Are Enough; You don't have to be perfect, you're still growing, you can say no, you're doing what's best for you, you don't have to know everything. You are enough. Short and sweet this week! I hope 2024 is better to you than 2023 was, and I know this year the universe has great surprises in store for you. I hope you get to do something you enjoy this weekend. I hope you have some time for yourself, you get to watch your favorite show, and that you get to relax. I am cheering you on and rooting for you through this week! -- 💜💜 Victoria

“Although no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.” - Carl Bard

awww thanks for the love, i really needed it. <3 so far this week has been absolute garbage, i woke up to the loml after the most romantic night of my life on the Queen Mary's NYE party, but then the next morning he texted me and told me he came down with covid and we're both sad because it's hard for us not to be together and we miss each other. i just want to be able to hold him and play with his hair and give him kisses and all my love and i can't, and it's making me so depressed. and then i got an ear infection, except it's getting better but now my forehead is hurting and i'm hella paranoid hoping it's not covid because i remember that was one of my first symptoms so *laughs nervously* fr. i'm getting so mad at society because people are going out k n o w i n g l y having it. i really hope 2024 gets better because this is NOT the way i pictured it playing out :( but tomorrow i have the day off and i'm gonna read the books i got for christmas, write some poetry, maybe make some tiktoks <3 thank you for your boost of positivity, i need it!!!

[demetriandelibinaryboyfriends]

Oh, I am enamored with this ;_____;

Demetri would be a L O M G merman. He's got the longest, lankiest fricken tail you've ever seen, and it pisses him off because it gets in the way and is difficult to cram into rock crevices when he's trying to hide from the bully merfolk XD Imagining the end of his tail has a lot of bite scars, thanks to the times he wasn't able to pull the damn thing away in time before predators (or even just particularly mean/aggressive merfolk) got a nibble.

Poor Dem. Even in the merfolk universe, he feels inadequate next to hot girls ;_____; But asdjshudhfuyvogv YES, Eli trying to show off to Demetri with bright, flashy colors and Demetri being utterly fucking clueless about it, so true XD

It ain't even that different from what he did in Season 1 I mean the boy dyed his hair DEMETRI'S MAIN THEME COLOR--

"After a lot of showing off and courting gifts Demetri mistook as friendly gestures" I'm dying, HE WOULD AOISPHOUDYGSU "Ah, this is just what friends do with each other! Friends do sexy water dances and give each other jewelry and heart-shaped lockets they find in sunken cruise ships all the time!!! This is just normal bestie stuff!!!" What a dumbass. I love him with all my heart.

ELI STRIKING FIRST LIKE A COBRA KAI HELL YEAH Er...like an Eel Kai? XD

They so definitely entwine tails <3 <3 <3 Like not even just to steady each other when they're making out (although that's also a very valid and practical use for it), but they also instinctively wrap their tails around each other when they're sitting on the sea floor or on a rock or wherever. Whenever they're not actively swimming somewhere or trying to stay afloat, BOOM, tail tangle! They're obsessed with being as wrapped around each other as physically possible. And Demetri's tail is so long that he can practically use it as rope to tie Eli up and keep him from leaving XD I imagine he eventually gets dexterous enough to sneakily do this when he's being especially clingy like "Nooooo Eli don't go to merfolk gladiator school stay with meeeee!" And then Eli has to because his boyfriend completely tangled him up in his tail while he wasn't looking, and god is the boy ever STUCK now.

Mer-Demetri being terrified of humans bc he always expects the worst and Eli being fascinated by them to a near-dangerous extent is so on-brand. Demetri is Flounder-coded XD Meanwhile Eli has probably almost lost fingers several times while rooting around in holes in rocks and ships that he didn't look before reaching in. Demetri's learned to keep an eye on him, and smacks Eli with his tail every time he tries to reach into some uninviting crack in the rock.

"There's plenty of old stuff to find but there's also too many sharp edges to get hurt on" AKSHDUSYIFG of course he'd be paranoid about getting poked by pointy objects, of all things XD

AWWWW LITTLE SCIENTIST DEMETRI STUDYING THE CORAL REEFS ;_____; Imagining him going around with a little magnifying glass he got from some sunken ship he and Eli raided and frantically trying to get closer looks at fish before they dart off, and it's making my heart very happy. He's gonna figure out how to stop coral bleaching!!! I just know it!!!

Bless you for this <3 I gotta do more with the merboyfriends!

Elimetri mermaid AU, perhaps???

😍😍😍 love it

Mermay Elimetri Headcanons

Before Eli found his confidence, he always let Demetri do the talking. He would do his best to hide behind Demetri, making himself as small as possible because he didn't want the bigger merfolk to push him around. Demetri was at least imposing in height. Demetri never cared and tried to bow up to the bigger, meaner mermen when need be. His instinct to protect Eli was the only reason he put up with those numbskulls.

These two swam around their feelings for each other for a long time. It took Eli gaining his confidence before either of them admitted anything, but for a long tike it was their natural instinct that drove them to protect each other from dangerous waters.

When Eli finally grew confident in himself, Demetri was simultaneously stunned and scared. He didn't want to lose Eli to anyone else and if he were confident in himself, what would stop him from getting with a cute mermaid? A lot of pretty mermaids flocked to him and hoped to gain his affection once he got stronger and fitter.

With his newfound confidence, Eli's tail shined brighter. It shimmered such pretty colors now. It was spectacular and beautiful, a wonderful display and the perfect way to attract potential mates. He also started wearing necklaces and bracelets that caughg the light and shined in a way that accented his natural shimmer. Demetri would watch him swim and dance through the water, enchanted by him but also failing to realize that Eli was trying to impress him.

After a lot of showing off and courting gifts Demetri mistook as friendly gestures, Eli had enough and just kissed the fool. It was hard but got the point across. Before Demetri knew what was going on, they were making out on the ocean floor wrapped up in each other. And from that day on, they're truly inseparable.

Their relationship is a lot of explorations that Demetri only sometimes wants to go on. He doesn't like traveling far from home for fear of something bad happening. He was told too many stories as a guppy about human fishermen and their ships, so he's a little terrified to come across one. He doesn't want to found out by any humans. Eli is usually dragging him along for a little trip away to find some lost treasures.

Eli loves exploring sunken ships and Demetri hates it. There's plenty of old stuff to find but there's also too many sharp edges to get hurt on. They compromise that if Eli gets to go to an abandoned ship, they'll spend time doing something demetri likes for just as long. Usually this entails spending time in the coral reefs near their home because Demetri loves their colors and studying everything happening there.

This is all I have atm. Send more headcanons in if you want, I'd love to hear them 💖

[living-for-fiction]

I have to actually go into work today instead of working from home. I'm actually supposed to have the day off, but I got permission to go in and do a few things.

I have to be there in less than 3 hours

I haven't slept at all.

I'm just still really freaked out from being harassed and followed tonight. Last night? I haven't slept, I think it still counts as tonight. I have NEVER had an issue walking alone at night in this area, I go stick my pokemon in gyms when no one else is out playing pokemon go, and I go home. Never had an issue before tonight. Still really freaked out.

[filthyslashertoad]

Would you be open to doing Amanda Young NSFW alphabet

(Requests:OPEN)

CW: NSFW, Choking, Biting, Bondage,(I think that's it)

A=Aftercare (What they're like after sex)

Likes to cuddle and just lay there with you afterwards, they also enjoy watching movies with you afterwards, pressing kisses to your body every now and then.

B=Body Part (Their favorite part of their partner's body)

Amanda loves every part of your body, but their favorite is your hands, she loves to hold them whenever she gets the chance to.

C=Cum (Anything to do with cum basically... I'm a disgusting person)

Makes a mess every time you two have sex. Squirts a lot especially after 2 or more rounds.

D=Dirty Secret

Has stolen your underwear to masturbate, multiple times. Was very embarrassed after the first time she had done it but quickly began to love it.

E= Experience (How much do they have?)

She has quite a bit of experience, before she met you she frequently had one night stands.

F= Favorite Position

She loves both missionary and face sitting(giving & receiving)

G= Goofy (How are they in the moment? Are they more serious or humorous?)

Is very serious during the moment and will most likely get turned off if you try to make a joke or act goofy.

H= Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

Has a little bit of hair but it's not much

I=Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

Loves romantic and gentle sex, though she's only comfortable with doing it with someone she's known for a while.

J=Jack Off (Masturbation Headcanon)

She used to masturbate often, but when she started dating you, she started to do it less and less, instead preferring to have sex with you.

Moans loudly, prefers a fast and rough pace(when masturbating) rather than slow and gentle. If you two are already dating then she will imagine your hands rubbing her clit or fingering her, while her(your) hand is wrapped around her throat squeezing every now and then.

K=Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Choking, Biting, Bondage(depending on the type), impact play, wax play, and praise

L=Location (Favorite places to do the do)

Prefers to do it in your bed, but isn't against doing it in the shower, office, laundry room, kitchen table, tbh..as long as it's somewhere in your home she has no problem.

M=Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

If you tease her, specifically using touch she'll get flustered and turned on. Also loves kisses that last longer than they should've.

N=No (Something they won't do, turn-offs)

Knives, Preventing her from touching you, Hurting you beyond just light choking or biting, electrostimulation, gagging and spitting

O=Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Is a big fan of giving compared to receiving, she gets off on pleasing you, so she has absolutely no problem with putting your pleasure over hers.

P=Pace (Fast and rough? Slow and sensual?)

I stated this previously but she's into slow and sensual when she's having sex with her partner/someone she trust and is into fast and rough when she's by herself.

Q=Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Isn't against quickies, though she likes to take her time with you when she has time to be with you. When you have quickies she doesn't have enough time to enjoy the sweet sound of your moans and the pleasure she receives.

R=Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Isn't very risky since she's often paranoid about people watching her or being around her.

S=Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they usually last?)

She usually lasts for around 3 round, mainly because she loves being able to be intimate with you.

T=Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them?)

100% she has toys, her favorite to use is her rabbit vibrator(I think that's what their called???). her favorite toy to use on you is either her strap on or her hitachi vibrator.

U=Unfair (How much do they like to tease?)

She likes to be teased rather than being the person that teases.

V=Volume (How loud they are, what kind of noises do they make, etc.)

Very loud, when she comes she scream moans, also yelps when she play with her nipples. Can't control her noise level when she's with you

W= Wild Card (Random headcanon)

The first time you ever played with her nipples she let out the loudest moan you'd ever heard. So now every time you guys have sex she begs you to play with her nipples.

X=X-Ray

Idk how to answer this

Y=Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Slightly above average. Doesn't taker her long to get in the mood though.

Z=ZZZ... (How fast do they fall asleep afterward?)

Depending on how rough your rounds were, she will either fall asleep right away, cuddling up beside you or she will lay in bed with you and watch a movie and/or take a bath with you.

[fbfh]

chillax, I got you - JJ maybank x reader smut

word count: 2.3k

genre: SMUT, comfort, fluff at the end

pairing: JJ x afab reader (referred to as "my girl"/girlfriend as petnames)

warnings: reader has a bad fear of bugs (bug type is not specified), JJ is a good boyfriend, descriptions of something akin to anxiety over said bugs, JJ rails the shit out of you to distract you, fingering, praise, nicknames (pretty girl, my girl), "ask nicely to cum", JJ spits into your mouth so that's fun, creampie, begging, aftercare

summary: JJ is a really good boyfriend; he's so sweet, he kills bugs that you hate without you even having to ask, and he fucks you absolutley stupid to distract you when you see one in the middle of the night.

song rec: idk how well it fits but I listened to guy.exe by superfruit the entire time I was writing this and I'm a little sick of it now lol

a/n: this was bc I saw a certian type of bug I l o a t h e a foot away from me like three nights in a row!!! love that for me!!! /s

anyway trying to knock out my wips so I have enough room to write a shit ton of stranger things fics after s4 comes out so wish me luck with that lol

tags: @afidiofobia @justbookworm @yesv01

as with all nsfw works all characters are aged up to 18+!!!

One thing that sucks about living in the Outer Banks is the way your least favorite bug always seems to be practically everywhere year round. Some people hate bugs, and honestly, you’re pretty jealous of those people. You always convince yourself you don’t mind bugs that much, that they won’t freak you out next time you see one, only to end up doing exactly that. From the way you shake and cry and try to fight an anxiety attack every time you so much as see one, you think it’s safe to say you’re well into phobia territory. 

The good news in all this is that JJ is not afraid of bugs, and actually loves kicking their asses when one shows up. He hates how upset they make you, and if there’s any way for him to stop that from happening, of course he’s going to.  He’s gotten very good at finding them before you do, and getting rid of them before you even knew it was there. The other pogues have even begun pointing out the bugs you hate to JJ so he can get rid of them before you even notice. Ever since he found out how much you hate these bugs, he’s made sure you basically never have to see them. 

“Thanks,” you croak, and he pulls you to his chest. He rubs your back reassuringly as you cling onto him tight, trying your hardest to fight back the terror that surrounds you. He kisses your forehead. A moment later, you inch back into your room, JJ at your side. You inspect the walls and windows and bedding under your bright phone flashlight for several minutes until you feel satisfied that there’s nothing of any concern hiding anywhere.

However, on the rare occasion you see one before he does, you really do try to take it in stride. Especially when you find a massive motherfucker six inches above your head at 2am, like today. Even though you’re standing in the other room, shaking and crying, biting your hand, you’re still trying your hardest to stay as calm as you possibly can. A moment later JJ’s in front of you.

“Gone.” he states, voice croaky and thick with sleep. God, he’s so hot. You nod silently. You both know if you say anything you’re going to cry, and you’d really like to avoid that right now. You have shit to do in the morning and you don’t want to lose an hour and a half of sleep just because of a stupid bug, just because your stupid brain won’t stop telling you there’s more of them when you know there’s not. JJ knows this. He knows how bad this is for you. How hard it is to get rid of the paranoid thoughts, how draining it gets. 

JJ stands behind you, wrapping his arms around you, nuzzling his face into your neck. 

“I know there’s nothing there, I’m just…” you breathe, throat still tight, “so worried…” You’re worried there might be more bugs, worried about having nightmares after this, worried this whole ordeal will consume the bulk of your thoughts for the rest of the day, worried you won’t even be able to get back to sleep. He sways with you in his arms a little, skin warm against yours, breath fanning across your neck and jawline, and he feels you start to relax in his arms. There’s only one thing that can distract you from these distressing fruitless worries, and that’s JJ. 

“I know,” he says, voice comforting as he spins you around to face him. There’s only one thing to do on nights like this, and relief and warmth spread across your skin as he begins to press kisses to your neck. He looks at you, with that signature loving, playful gaze of his that seems to melt distress away. He takes in a breath, then sighs.

“I guess I’ll just have to fuck the worries right out of you.” 

You feel your cheeks flush, temperature rising on the already warm night as he pulls you closer to his bare chest, hand keeping you securely close on the small of your back. He rubs his thumb across your lips, taking you in for a moment with that signature look of his. God, no one looks at you the way JJ does. Your hands caress his cheeks, gently pulling him in for a kiss, and in the moments before your lips connect, he can see the gratitude and adoration in your eyes. You’re already smiling against his lips, the tides of your mind beginning to turn from impossible ideas that would keep you awake for an hour at least, to your very hot, blonde surfer boy who is currently feeling you up and will keep you up all night, writhing in pleasure. 

JJ's lips are warm against yours, and he leans into you, curling your bodies together. His hand moves down, touching you slowly, sending heat through your body, then squeezing your thigh and wrapping it around his waist. Simultaneously, he dips you, causing you both to fall into bed. He kisses you and kisses you, mouth open as you giggle against him. His chest warms with each one of your bubbling laughs, knowing it means you're feeling better, knowing he's doing his job and making sure you're as happy and carefree as possible. 

One hand holds the back of your neck, guiding your head and deepening the kiss. The other glides up your torso, caressing the curve of your hips, your waist, easily making its way under your shirt. It soon finds its place on your chest, enthusiastically groping the soft flesh of your tits. He kneads and squeezes, thumb rubbing over your hardened nipple, sending jolts of electricity to your core. Your temperature is already steadily rising at his touch, and you're ready for more. 

JJ's ready for more too, rock hard on top of you and pressing into the soft flesh of your thigh. All those cute little moans you’re breathing into his mouth spur him further along, and soon he begins to grind into you slowly. He continues to kiss you, playfully nipping your lips and fucking his tongue into your mouth, murmuring dirty thoughts under his breath. You sigh and moan against him, sounding so pretty and growing increasingly flustered. You can feel yourself getting more turned on by the minute, body growing hot at every rock and bump of his throbbing bulge against your soft dripping heat. 

You try your hardest to suppress the breathy sighs and little moans he’s already drawing from you, but he doesn't miss a single one. Every noise you make gets him harder for you, throbbing and humping against you faster. You were never that vocal before you met JJ, but now… god, he has you moaning so fast it’s embarrassing.

"JJ…" you finally moan against his lips, and he can't help himself, finally moving his hand down to toy with your clothed cunt. His mouth moves to your neck, and he grabs your hips, lifting them up to pull down your little sleep shorts and panties. He takes a moment to grope you as he does, savoring the feeling of you humping against his hand. You know how much he loves it when you wear little shorts like that, what it does to him. He plunges his long fingers into your dripping heat, spongy walls seeming to suck him in. He groans into your mouth, anticipating when you’ll soon be wrapped around him, squeezing him tight. You flutter around him as he stretches you out. 

“JJ…” you moan again, an unmistakable whine in your voice. Your hands move from his back to tug at his boxers, soft skin brushing against his hips. The feeling of you tugging at his underwear, desperate for his cock while you clench and drip around his fingers is almost too much to bear. You both need him inside you, right now. He retracts his fingers, causing you to whine, fluttering against nothing. 

“Easy, pretty girl,” he comforts, shimmying out of his only remaining article of clothing, and you watch, eyes wide, as his cock springs free, red and dripping just for you. He works two fingers back into your burning cunt, scissoring his fingers and stretching you out one last time before lining himself up tantalizingly with your entrance. You're about to start whining, needing his touch more than anything, when he pops the head of his cock inside you. The whine that had been building up falls from your lips as a mewl instead. He joins you, moaning out a breathy chuckle, sighing against your skin. He grabs your thigh, groping you as he works his way deeper inside you. 

“Atta girl, just like that,” he coaxes, until he’s finally buried all the way inside you. You sigh, full and satisfied. Heat radiates off his chest, as he starts to roll his hips, fucking you with deep, deliberate strokes. 

“There’s my good girl,” he breathes, “takin’ my cock so well, such a good girl for me…” 

He continues to pound you into the mattress, hips speeding up when you tug at his hair and drag your nails down his back. One thing you can say for sure about JJ is that he sure knows how to move his hips. He hits every single spot inside you with each thrust, reducing you to a whimpering mess faster than anyone else you’ve ever been with, and he can tell from the fucked out look on your face that you’re enjoying every minute of it. 

Before long, he can feel your walls gradually tighten around him, and your eyes are already glazing over. He continues to press hot, open mouthed kisses against you, his tongue fucking into your mouth, muffling your moans and whines. When he pulls away, it’s to ask if you’re close, ask if his pretty girl is gonna cream around his cock. Before he can, you watch, eyes wide, as a strand of spit connects your mouths. You squeeze around him, fixated on the sight. He chuckles, knowing where this is going. 

“You gonna cum, pretty girl?” he asks, hot breath panting over your skin, “Huh? You want to be a good girl, cream around my cock?” You nod, eyes squeezed shut, whining with every thrust. Your eyes snap open when he turns your face towards his, a smoldering expression painted over his face. 

“Ask nicely.” 

The instructions send heat rocking through you. 

“Say please…” he tantalizes in a breathy chuckle. Before you can even think, you’re babbling out messy pleads and prayers for him to let you cum. 

“P-please, JJ-” you choke out, “cum ‘nside me, fill me up…” you slur in his ear, drunk on his touch. He does not need to be told twice. Your noises, your words, the way you cling to his muscular shoulders and clench around him have him even closer than before. After listening to you continue to beg a satisfactory amount, he chuckles, catching your lips in another hot, open mouthed kiss. But this time as he pulls away, he grabs your jaw, coaxing you to keep your mouth open. 

He puckers his lips, letting a glistening bead of spit fall from his mouth into yours. It hits your tongue, tasting like him, and you clench hard, eyes rolling back as you let out a beautiful moan. He grabs your thigh, hiking it over his hip, reaching even deeper inside you. His thrusts become messy as his hand reaches down for your clit. The added sensation has you climaxing in seconds, burying your face in his neck to muffle the torrent of moans and screams of pleasure falling from your beautiful lips. Within moments of your orgasm, JJ reaches his. You’re always pleasantly surprised by how full you feel when he cums inside you, stretching you out like this, and you revel in the feeling. 

“F-fuck,” he moans, face contorted with pleasure, “shit…” his hisses. He continues to pound into you until you’ve both thoroughly come down from your highs, and you sigh at the empty feeling when he eventually pulls out, peppering kisses all over your face.

After you catch your breath, you try to get up so you can clean yourself up in the bathroom, but wobble as soon as you stand. 

“Woah,” JJ’s right beside you, holding you steady. He glances down the hall, then scoops you up, setting you back down on the bed. 

“Stay here, gorgeous,” he punctuates by pressing a warm kiss to your lips. You’re so wrapped up in everything he just made you feel, his taste still on your tongue, that you don’t even hear the thwack from the hallway, where JJ has just gotten rid of yet another one of those buggy motherfuckers you hate. 

“Stay the hell away from my girlfriend.” he states to the smudge, before grabbing a couple warm washcloths. 

Soon you’re cleaned up, cuddled together with a fan on high. The windows are opened for a little cross breeze, and you can smell the ocean air from here. You should go surfing tomorrow, you want to tell JJ, you know he’d think it’s a great idea. But you can feel yourself slipping into the warm embrace of sleep, safe in his arms. 

‘Oh well,’ you think, ‘I’ll just tell him in the morning…’ It’s your last thought before you’re out like a light, and you look forward to it. Waking up next to JJ is your favorite part of the day, and you can’t wait to wake him up by pressing kisses to his sun kissed cheeks.